I’m a widowed dad, 25, and I noticed that smell from my dead wife’s lab on my little daughter’s clothes. I took her things to do the laundry and was taken aback. My hands were shaking; I didn’t know whom to call. I knew that smell. I recognized it.
My sister picks Amelia up and takes her home while I’m at work. So, the next day, I rushed to the school and saw my sister and someone in the back car seat. I called her:
“Hey. Did you pick up Amelia?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
“Yeah, taking her home,” she replied casually.
But I saw it WASN’T the road to our home. My heart raced as I tracked her down to a familiar place. My mind was spinning with questions and fear. WHY? And there I was SO freaked out as the back door of the car opened.
I recognized the place instantly. It was the old lab where my wife used to work, now abandoned and eerie. My sister stepped out, holding Amelia’s hand. My daughter looked up at her with wide, trusting eyes.
“Sis, what are you doing here?” I demanded, my voice trembling.
She turned to face me, her expression a mix of guilt and determination. “I can explain,” she said, but her words did little to calm my growing anxiety.
Amelia looked at me with confusion. “Daddy, why are you here?” she asked, her innocent voice breaking my heart.
“I followed you,” I said, trying to keep my voice calm for her sake. “Why did you bring Amelia here?”
My sister sighed deeply, glancing around as if searching for the right words. “I didn’t want to tell you like this,” she began. “But there are things you need to know.”
“What things?” I demanded, my frustration growing. “Why does Amelia have the smell from the lab on her clothes?”
“Because she’s been here before,” my sister admitted. “I’ve been bringing her here to show her where her mom worked. I thought it would help her feel connected to her.”
“But why didn’t you tell me?” I asked, feeling a mix of anger and relief.
“Because I didn’t want to upset you,” she replied. “You’ve been through so much already. I thought I was helping.”
I knelt down to Amelia’s level and looked into her eyes. “Honey, did you like coming here?” I asked gently.
Amelia nodded. “It smells like Mommy,” she said softly.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I realized what my sister had been trying to do. “I wish you had told me,” I said, looking up at her. “We could have done this together.”
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My sister nodded, her own eyes filling with tears. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I just wanted to keep a part of her alive for Amelia.”
I stood up and hugged her. “Thank you for caring,” I said. “But next time, let’s do it together. For Amelia.”
We walked into the lab together, the three of us. The familiar smell filled the air, and I could almost feel my wife’s presence there with us. It was a bittersweet moment, but it was also a step towards healing. Together, we would keep her memory alive, not through secrets, but through shared love and memories.
